Hi Countrygal! :wave:
I'm glad to see you reply about this as you also have found it hard to talk about; It is very difficult to discuss , even with our best frienRAB , which is why the anonymity of communicating on here with others who have similar problems helped me feel I wasn't so alone . !
It has been about 2 years or so now for me to come to terms with the fact my body may never be able to 'feel' normal sensations internally ever again;or respond the way I used to, ; my body or legs go into spasms and does weird things when he lies on top of me, which I have no control over, so I have had to look for other methoRAB to satisfy myself and my husband.
We were more -so angry with the Drs whom we approached , trying to get them to talk about it, but I was told " they don't learn about 'that ' in medical school" , so we were left 'floundering' to work out answers ourselves .
Anyway, I am ok now , but I did ask my husband at one stage, when things got tough with stress , (as I have been in a wheelchair fulltime for the last year, and 2 yrs on crutches before that,)
if he wanted to find another woman,- I said I wouldn't have blamed him ,it's been so awful for him , what he's seen me go through,
but he said "NO!!" :angel:
So he seems to be happy with my sexy ideas to please him,
and I can have on Orgasm !! Countrygal , :bouncing:
but only on the clitoral area , with the help of a vibrator, so at least I can feel something, thank goodness !!
( that BIG "O" word you wouldn't say on here !!

LOL ) !!!
It's perfectly fine to say it you know , as that's why we're on here , to help each other with our problems.
So there you have it Countrygal, I am very open , and found when I did open up the subject , just how many others with back problems , or spinal injuries /operations had sexual disfunction problems too.
I even told my Gynecologist who did my smear test about our intimacy problems & the lack of GPs' help, and she asked me to talk to 220 3rd year med Students recently ,in the hope they may approach the subject differently when in their future medical practices. I was told the Lecture presentation was a real success. So it goes to show , we CAN make changes happen , eh?
I hope this may have helped you, or others on here , like ourselves , to think and try and talk about it with others too ? Your specialist maybe ?
Please write again if there is anything I can help with, Countrygal..
Take Care
Love Belle xxx
