In less than 24 hours from now I will be on the operating table. I was scared, but not anymore. I can't take the pain anymore. Yesterday I was actually thinking of calling the doctor and asking if I could just be hospitalized a day early, with a morphine pump. I can't do anything anymore. Literally, all I can do is lay there and pray that the time goes by. My body/ pain doesn't really seem to be responding to my pain meRAB anymore. I will be having a one level fusion of L5-S1, and I will have incisions in my back and abdomen. They said I will be in the hospital until Friday or Saturday. My little girl is going to sleep at her grandma's tonight, since I have to be at the hospital at 5:45 am. My surgery starts at 8 am. I am SO ready.
I will post as soon as I can!
I will post as soon as I can!