I have no motivation to do anything anymore. I had too many experiences too early and now, I feel like there is nothing that I want to look forward to. University was such a big deal a couple of years ago. Now, I got in and I find that there is nothing about it that excites me. Nothing about the school, field of study, student body, moving out, partying, social life, etc excites me. I just feel like I had the wrong motives. I felt like college would be the time of my life, but I had all the experiences I wanted to already.
I feel so depressed. Like there is nothing to look forward to. The only thing I want is a decent relationship, which doesn't seem to happen any time soon. Every guy I have met just wanted a one night fling. Why do I feel that way? I just feel plain lonely, tired, bored and depressed all the time. Am I just burnt out? Am I clinically depressed?
Did you find that things changed in university? Do you think I picked the wrong field for me?
Do I need a big change? Should I take a year off to find out what I want to do with my life?
I feel so depressed. Like there is nothing to look forward to. The only thing I want is a decent relationship, which doesn't seem to happen any time soon. Every guy I have met just wanted a one night fling. Why do I feel that way? I just feel plain lonely, tired, bored and depressed all the time. Am I just burnt out? Am I clinically depressed?
Did you find that things changed in university? Do you think I picked the wrong field for me?
Do I need a big change? Should I take a year off to find out what I want to do with my life?