I'm just going to get on with my life...do my work..maybe it's a good thing, i can concentrate on doing my work now...I feel empty..when he first broke up with me, I broke down..he did it on the phone. But after 2 mins, I realised I was being weak and letting someone else bring me down. So I got up and started doing my college work to distract myself. I just feel empty now..and feel a kind of loss inside me. I don't feel sad or angry or happy or anything...is this normal?? I loved him so much...I lost my virginity to him.. I had saved it for him, and now he doesn't want to be with me.
But why am I not feeling anything? I wanted to call him and say i'm sorry for what ever i did, and that I love him, i used to always do that to before, and i know he's expecting me to do that now..but I can't do it, I'm better than that. I should just leave it right? Get on with my life and my friends.
Another boy already asked me to see him but I said no...I don't really feel like being with anyone...before, if my boyfriend had broken up with me, i would have gone out with someone else straight away...
why is it different this time? why am i just feeling empty?
But why am I not feeling anything? I wanted to call him and say i'm sorry for what ever i did, and that I love him, i used to always do that to before, and i know he's expecting me to do that now..but I can't do it, I'm better than that. I should just leave it right? Get on with my life and my friends.
Another boy already asked me to see him but I said no...I don't really feel like being with anyone...before, if my boyfriend had broken up with me, i would have gone out with someone else straight away...
why is it different this time? why am i just feeling empty?