*Danielle*
New member
Ive been with my boyfriend just under two years and im worn out.
Ive come to the point that I want my freedom back and I dont want what he has to offer.
He smokes strong weed..(scunk ..whatever..) and smokes about 15 spliffs a day, he takes cocaine about 3 days a week and spends every evening stinking out his room.
All his friends smoke it and are very slow, he dresses and acts like a thug, he tried to steal someones bike whilst we were just on holiday and even brought drugs back to london without me knowing.
I cant talk to him about anything without him having a tantrum, he disrespects his mother, who I love to pieces and he is set in his ways.
He wont ever stroke my hair or take me out, i work full time so i can afford to go out but he wont ever go and if we have to go somewhere smart he is in a hoodie.
He hates gays and wont come to my house if my gay friends are there, he doesnt get on with members of my family and he wont let it go.
His dad sits at the table and farts and burps with him, they think its funny but i dont.
He hates girls that are loud, mouthy and dont talk properly apparently he loved that im well spoken, educated,, independant but most the time he talks to me like im a piece of s***.
He wants to move out together but only if he can smoke weed in the house, living together last time was a nightmare, he was lazy and left a mess everywhere.
Everytime i go out he wants me back at his and wont stop texting me the entire night, i never really go out anyway and he is out all the time, drug dealing mostly.
Most his friends are drug dealers and dont work, they are all on benefits and cant string a sentence together.
I dont want this life anymore, am I being unreasonable?, I love him so much but I cant live like this anymore.
People say Ive changed and that im not how I used to be ,im always on egg shells and he is so controlling.
I love him so much but I dont want him anymore.
Im 25....am I doing the right thing, please help??????
P.S. He wants a baby with me next year but he doesnt want to get married because he said its old fashioned, well i do, thats every girls dream.?
Im pooing my pants as he doesnt know its coming, but i dont want this life, i see how the other girls of the drug dealers live, thier bfs in and out of prison , i dont want that???
Anyone???
Ive come to the point that I want my freedom back and I dont want what he has to offer.
He smokes strong weed..(scunk ..whatever..) and smokes about 15 spliffs a day, he takes cocaine about 3 days a week and spends every evening stinking out his room.
All his friends smoke it and are very slow, he dresses and acts like a thug, he tried to steal someones bike whilst we were just on holiday and even brought drugs back to london without me knowing.
I cant talk to him about anything without him having a tantrum, he disrespects his mother, who I love to pieces and he is set in his ways.
He wont ever stroke my hair or take me out, i work full time so i can afford to go out but he wont ever go and if we have to go somewhere smart he is in a hoodie.
He hates gays and wont come to my house if my gay friends are there, he doesnt get on with members of my family and he wont let it go.
His dad sits at the table and farts and burps with him, they think its funny but i dont.
He hates girls that are loud, mouthy and dont talk properly apparently he loved that im well spoken, educated,, independant but most the time he talks to me like im a piece of s***.
He wants to move out together but only if he can smoke weed in the house, living together last time was a nightmare, he was lazy and left a mess everywhere.
Everytime i go out he wants me back at his and wont stop texting me the entire night, i never really go out anyway and he is out all the time, drug dealing mostly.
Most his friends are drug dealers and dont work, they are all on benefits and cant string a sentence together.
I dont want this life anymore, am I being unreasonable?, I love him so much but I cant live like this anymore.
People say Ive changed and that im not how I used to be ,im always on egg shells and he is so controlling.
I love him so much but I dont want him anymore.
Im 25....am I doing the right thing, please help??????
P.S. He wants a baby with me next year but he doesnt want to get married because he said its old fashioned, well i do, thats every girls dream.?
Im pooing my pants as he doesnt know its coming, but i dont want this life, i see how the other girls of the drug dealers live, thier bfs in and out of prison , i dont want that???
Anyone???