Oh for Christ's sake.... Zoso was right. There's not talking to you... you just need a reason to bitch.
So the reasons you can't go outside now include:
1. Hills
2. Asthma
3. The gas station is 3 miles away
4. The place where you live might be bigger than a postage stamp
I'm sure I missed a few but there's just one thing I need to say to ALL of those reasons: :mfinger: :mfinger: :mfinger: :mfinger:
If it's so big that means there is stuff to do. Simply put, a large town has many people. Many people will find something worth doing. And before you go off about how they're all cockheads or something don't. You're the cockhead for not even fucking trying.
And don't pull the "it's too big" card. Growing up my back door opened to 4,000 square miles of desert, hills and mountains. Now that's a long fucking walk to the gas station.
No, it's time you nut up and face the truth: You just want to bitch about stuff. You don't WANT your life to change. You don't WANT to be happy and or healthy. You just want to bitch. It's ok to want to bitch... you just need to admit it is all.