I realize this isn't any of my business, but I think you should pull out the old bits of writing you have and really see what you can make of them. Save the 1st Ed. (of course), just see what comes to light after a good spit and polish.
Why do you think you're a sucky writer?
Random sit. write: I'm just a few steps away from hypergraphia. I always have a pen. I write in margins, on clothes, walls, myself, others. I have a whiteboard on the wall of my room for jotting down ideas as I'm walking by as well as three notebooks in various places (along with tiny ones I carry around). My laptop always has a window dedicated to writing.
Amount: My thoughts are a little bit scattered. I'll write 10 pages one night and only a few lines in my blog the next night because I'm scribbling notes about hippogriffs, the Rothschilds and wilderness survival.
Inspire: I don't know. I read once that if authors could stop writing, they would. But my world is filtered through the lens of plot, characters, dialogue and proper grammar. I can't imagine what life would look like if I wasn't writing it.
Why do you think you're a sucky writer?
Random sit. write: I'm just a few steps away from hypergraphia. I always have a pen. I write in margins, on clothes, walls, myself, others. I have a whiteboard on the wall of my room for jotting down ideas as I'm walking by as well as three notebooks in various places (along with tiny ones I carry around). My laptop always has a window dedicated to writing.
Amount: My thoughts are a little bit scattered. I'll write 10 pages one night and only a few lines in my blog the next night because I'm scribbling notes about hippogriffs, the Rothschilds and wilderness survival.
Inspire: I don't know. I read once that if authors could stop writing, they would. But my world is filtered through the lens of plot, characters, dialogue and proper grammar. I can't imagine what life would look like if I wasn't writing it.