Hi Celtic, what kind of surgery will you be having? I was scared at first of surgery, but the closer the time came, I lost my nerves about it and actually couldn't wait til it was done. To me, I was in so much pain, I was thinking that surgery would at least help me somewhat. The day of surgery I was happy (I know, strange) and it was all over in a flash (well, when you're put out it seems like a few minutes). Definitely take Blue's advice about reading the sticky posts and ask any more questions...or even just come here to vent any nervousness you may have. I wish you lots of luck!!