So I've just heard about hocd and it fits how I'm feeleing very well, but I want a second oppinion. I do have normal OCD and ik I'm straight, my bf and I have been dating over 7 months and I'm totally crazy about him. Sometimes however I findyself feeling like maybe I'm lesbian for no reason and I find it totally freaky and revolting. I don't have a problem with gays/lesbians as long as they're not coming onto me, but the idea of ME being lesbian I fond rly gross. It's so frustrating because idk where these feelings are coming from or how to control them. I've also had a recent drop in sexdrive but idk if that's really Relavent. Anyway, oppinions? I'm only looking for serious answers here.