Poets use alliteration (please pop the puppy) and onomotopoeia (snap!) to convey sounds and rhythm. They use familiar quotes (brave new world) to convey familiarity. They use rhyme for rhythm and effect.
Survival Rescue operations:
Set up cheap teleschops like it's a basestation
Everyone packs a 5 minute bag to be prepared to "move out" in five minutes in case of a rescue call.
Call 1800DONTCUT or tell your parents/schoolcounselor about your cutting.
I don't know why you are doing this why you have your first gf, but this needs to be dealt with.