You have to read this, my soccer coach has something against me!?

[B White]

Hello my names Kim and I have been playing soccer for 8 years but I tell people 6 years because I don't really think I'm that great at it. A junior in high school and I joined my team 1 and a half months ago. It all started with my teacher. She asked me how was soccer practice and I told her good and I don't remember how it got into this but it told her my coach was giving me a hard time on not wearing shorts which I am dead serious about he did. He was joking though and when I told her I was also joking ever since that he's been treating me differently from the team. I'm in Jv= freshmen and sphomores. Varsity= junior and seniors experienced players. I joined late because I was sick and they started without me. I'm two weeks late. I got number 10 jersey for Jv. I practice hard in practice and whn it comes to games I try my best that's why jv's won all their games and lost only two. Our best game yet is 10-0 against a 5a school. People on my team say ever since I joined we have been winning games on Jv since they started without me the two gmes they lost was those two weeks I was out sick. My teammates say I deserve number 10, I'm a fast runner and not afraid to get in there and steal the ball. Everyone is playing both Jv and varsity except me and this Amy girl that's a freshmen and our Jv goalie who is also the same as Amy. This girl Emily joined a week after me and she plays both for Jv and varsity. My teammates question my coach why he does let me in varsity and he never answers them. Now for my coach he insulted me to my face he said " I am the bottom of the totem pole." when I asked only once to him how I do in the soccer game. My back was to him I was taking my cleats off it just got quiet I turn around and I see him laughing silently sadly I didn't stick up for myself. When I'm in the middle of the soccer game I once missed the ball to kick it in and score instead I get knocked down and I hear him laughing his ass off. My teammates want me to play varsity!