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to start i have the worst life possible. i have emotions i cant kill. i cant kill people.i cant go to a public school because i would become the next school killer. the fucking house in charlotte nc wont fucking sell and thanx to ACA, i have a reputation of being a school killer. i dont fucking know were the hell they got that shit. i just leave for a day and then they have a disciplinary meeting and come with the idea of throwing me out of school on baseless speculation and crackpot theories. then i have to go to a psycho therapist and take some fucked up test, then he goes fucking mia for six weeks and one day before school is out for a summer im supposed to say goodbye, but spineless asshole chestnut says i cant go back till i have an okay form this missing phsychotherapist. then at 12 pm on the last day of school he gives the go ahead in a letter that actually says that most of this shit is actually the schools fault. so now, im in hell richmond guess-the-state-dumbass, working my fucking ass off in this new school to maintain a C average. and then i find out im working this hard just to catch shit from life. great, from middle class to poor ass in 1 month. stupid emotions. stupid mortgage. stupid people. i cant beleive this. and they wonder why i hate human beings
and fuck you if you dont agree with me
 
Fuck yah i agree! I am fighting some quake pot who said i fucked my kid up! because he rember something from when he was 1 yeas old!!! he can not rember two years ago, that quake!
 
Hmm, I'll agree to a certain extent.

I was kicked out of school after colibine (sp?)
The reasoning was, "your small and you are getting bullied around, you might do something like this"

I had to go to a stupid ass meeting with this one kid who was allways fucking with me. I was 4'7'' 97 pounds. He was 6'1'' 270 pounds. The fucking princibal accually sat there and told my mother that I was scarring this kid!!.

This is the reason I joined the military, every time someone pulls something realy stupid that might ruin my life, I know I can go above them to get someone whose head is not firmly lodged up there ass.

good luck.
 
Yea, that blows dude, unfortuneatly there's nothing much you can do about it. And compared to the school I go to now, I think i'd MUCH rather be in Richmond. I'd rather not be called a skinny cracka every other day. And everytime I wear sunglasses, they call me Neo, which also pisses me off. I do not act THAT bad. But other than that, everything is fine, except for me wanting to kill every other idiot in the school..
 
Oh BOO FUCKING HOO! Cry me a river. Welcome to life, and fetch a bottle of Prozac. Life's much better when people like you are stoned!
 
very very true drugs are the only way for some people to cope with socety without killing others.....seek drugs......seek buddha.......seek something ffs
 
That's one of the reasons I moved to New York.

I was being severely physically and mentally abused in Washington school district in Indiana, and I'm still bearing the scars. The district refused to do anything about it. The teachers were assholes too, I hit the vice principal and my teacher as well.

I'm afraid to date. Women were the worst to me.

Actually, I want to lose my virginity but that's hard when I don't want to date for fear of getting too involved, because I'm all fucked up and shit. My only girlfriend was a longtime friend of mine, she recently said it wasn't working out, and I totally understood. I took it in stride. I'm afraid of messing up somewhere and wondering why the hell it isn't working out. But I could see that coming, and I totally thank her for everything she did. She really helped me out a lot. Her and Shannon, actually. I'm a lot better off now but I need help.

I've been bullied the fuck out before, but it's just given me more drive to achieve.

Believe it or not, I share a lot in common with John Romero, and this is one of the biggest things we share in common. I emailed him again...He hasn't responded. He responds to every email he recieves, but his father just died on the 12th. He was only 57, too, and he died on his birthday :sad:.

Just remember this kids: Eight years after you abused that classmate, he can very easily still be affected.
 
Nobody said life was easy. Things happen all the time we can't control, no matter how much we disagree with it. All I can say to you, is that A) there are people out there (believe it or not) who have lives just as hard, if not harder than yours. I don't think your gonna die of AIDS in the near future, plus you probably eat at least 5 times a week. Your ahead of most of the world dude. B) The only way to deal with our drama (aside from bottling it up) is to find an outlet. This site in it self seems to be an outlet for many to come and share whats going on with them. There's other things too man, you can take up an instrument, listen to music, hell go get drunk every night until you can't feel feeling any more!(works for me) Or if you don't value having a social life AT ALL, take up an MMORPG. Trust me you'll dump sooo many hours into leveling up your character, that the rest of the world will be obsolete compared to how uber you guy is.
Stay up
 
Lyrics from MSI!!!

Its time to invest in a bottle of poison!!!
So we don't have to hear about your bitching and moaning!!!
You think you could afford a fucking bottle of asprin!!!
 
look man, for one, im 15 and dont really want to drink anyway. and for the mmorpg bit, i really dont care for mmorpg, i do however do the moding of other cars, but it doesnt work to well either, and yes i have tried rpgs and i dont do too well. and ive tried instruments, didnt work at all. and all ive my outlets are exhausted and dont work anymore. i have tried to talk my parents into getting me counseling, but to no avail. and no i dont care about those people who are worse off than me, at the moment the rant was conceived the universe revolved around me, when the rant was done, i wished to dissappear from that universe again but found i couldnt. so just ruining your exit staegies. you know
 
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