First off, your ex only has control over you if you give it to her. Stop being a pussy about it and just quit talking to her.
Secondly, whining about how you hate men is stupid. Its childish and fucking lazy.
Thirdly, stop with the pity me crap. Get off your ass and fix your life if you hate it that much.
Freaking whiny people who have no gumption to do something about their life or even try fucking annoy the shit out of me.
I pity people like you, and things that I pity should not exist because I only pity the pathetic.
You want a better life?
Get off the fucking internet, quit talking to your ex, spend more time talking to your daughter, and quit blaming all your problems on the world around you.
Thats how you fix your problems. Only you can do that.
Hell, I hate transvestites, it creeps me out and is fucking nasty, but I would never disrespect someone or stereotype them into a category where I treat them differently because I have an issue with their appearance. This is the exact same advice I have given many people with similar issues that are not transvestites.
PS: Even if you had spelled every word right and not sounded like a mongloid emo teenager, I would still utterly lack respect for you because you are just whining. You are not even trying.
Dude, at least try to be a wo/man. Or whatever you are. Grow some fucking balls and get some fucking therapy.