WTF is up with this shit?!

I hate ppl but I have to have a reason. I hate most preps and stuff but that is because they all make fun of me for no reason. Like they all think I am pretty and shit but they all say... I am lesbian and shit. It just aint true. I never hate a religion or race or anything...NEVER. They would be plain wrong and I dont believe in that. But some ppl just arnt nice so I am not nice back. I used to be one of those ppl who would be nice to EVERYONE! well things have changes and if someone is gonna start shit with me then i am gonna stand up for myself but I almost never start it unless they have done something to me or a friend of mine. and thats all i got to say. oh and one more thing i wisha ll this hating would end. I hate it when ppl judge me. :sad:
 
u know my parents used to never deal with me...I was more free than my younger brother or sister cause they payed attention to them, I did anything I wanted, I bought my own stuff, worked, practically lived in my room, if I get the money anytime soon I'm gonna move out...but after my mom left a couple months back my dad is trying to pay more attention to his kids.....if parents are going to do stuff with their kids they'd better do it while they had the chance, once they start ignoring us we don't want anything to do with them...now i'm smothered by him bothering me all the time, he just now finds out I have a life of my own and I appreciate he wants to do things more, but I can't drop everything for him...he didn't really realize that I work for a living, go to college, and stay out, then come home for sleep..and now I'm suppose to find more time, great

as for the above message, I'm usually the same way, I never hated anyone and I'm not racist or anything but everyone always finds ways to get on my nerves...just because I'm from louisiana doesn't mean everyone can call me a hick or go back to the KKK where u belong or did u used to live with alligators and I don't know all this stupid shit that's gotta stop....especially the language, so I'm from louisiana with a southern accent, I think all these ohioans need to get off my back trying to correct my language thinking they know how to talk better than I do...I mean, no one ever corrects ppl when they say yo and dis..sheesh

oh and I'm not trying to bad mouth ohioans, it's only that I haven't been anywhere besides these two states, and northeners tend to do that to me, even friends, even ppl at work, ppl on the street, just everywhere
It's starting to make me feel outta place, like I gotta go to Louisiana to be with my "own kind" or something
 
I just thought of something else, how come Christianity has to be so well thought of? how come when ppl say they don't believe in god we get all weird about it like it's not right? and how come ppl think ur evil if u don't go to church? hey, I believe in God and Jesus and everything, I just don't believe u have to go to a church to worship God. and I'm tired of ppl preaching it to me, sheesh, I know all that stuff already u don't have to repeat it to me. I'm starting to think I should join Buddhism and go meditate, maybe I'll find innerpeace and the answer to all this shit
 
I learned this in college, but i dont remember who its from, or exactly how it goes, but youll get the point:

They came for the jews, and I did not speak up becuase I was not a jew.

They came for the catholics, and I did not speak up becuase I was not a catholic.

They came for the christians, and I did not speak up becuase I was not a christian.

They came for the colored, and I did not speak up becuase I was not colored.

They came for the rest, and I did not speak up because there was nobody left.

Or something like that.

People will always hate something. Now, you might think this is strange, but I think it is partially due to some genetic memory. Since the dawn of man, mankind has been formed into clans of like minded people. Clans had to fight each other for territory, food, bitches, whatever. Over the millenia, that natural instinct to fight your fellow man for basic survival had no outlet, and so formed itself into hatred for differences.
 
1) i have nothing against cute people or jews or arabs or blacks or whatever.

HOWEVER anyone with an education or a modicum of intellect should have something against (voluntary) ignorance and (involuntary) stupidity. sucks that some people really weren't dealt the same number of cards as others, but those morons also really get in our way (and they fuck up elections).

2) now, to the "quote" someone read... i got that fortune too.. haha..

3) check this out: mankind likes to hate. it's in our nature to be self-destructive. i find myself thinking more and more that it has to do with the species' innate programming to reproduce. think about this: if i feel no ill will toward other people, i have nothing but friends and i have less reason to compete with them, especially in times of plenty (got food on the table, wife in my bed, etc). but if i DO have any animosity, i will enjoy thwarting people sometimes, which makes me 'fitter' than those people at those times.

sadly, it's that kind of biological programming that makes us do this. and it makes us desire things we can't quite afford (isn't it great that no matter how much money you have, there's always something you want that you can't afford?), it makes us want a 'prettier' girlfriend when ten days after we get her we'll think our old girlfriend was way better looking...

mankind is seriously fucked up when it comes to 'civilization.' it's against our only instinct.

~ dan ~
 
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