I'm a 28 year old athletic college student. I am often seen as mildly carrismatic amongst the fellow students as I am funny. I know the difference between being laughed at and laughed with. I am defininetly being laughed with here. The funny thing is, I am not even trying t be funny 90% of the times. I put smiles on people's faces. Don't get me wrong. Don't confuse this with disruptive. The professors get a kick out of it too. There is a part-time soldier in class wo behaves the same way.
Last night in work, I am talking to one of my co-workers who is also in my class. We begin talking of the girls in class. I speak of this one chick who is Mexican descent. He tells me her name since I forgot hers, not that me and her formlely introdced eachother, but he told me that she thinks I'm wierd. Now when me and this girl talk before class, we are speaking of class materials and whatnot, she kinda gives off a smile or smirk if you will. I never got a bad vibe from her. Now she as a boyfriend. This I heard from her in my other class where she sits in front of me talking to her friend. Thats cool. I figured as much. But the thing is, why talk to a wierd person if they wierd you out? Why put on a face that says, "You can talk or ask me a question. We are two students."? Why is everyone a fake? Fakes I tell ya.
I try all the time to change how I am and it never is good enough for peope to not speak of me in a bad way. I do this, and it's bad. I do that, and I am a few cans short of a 6 pack. I'm not earning any points here with the opposite sex. This year though, I do feel much comfortable because I am just being myself. If they don't like that, then they can hang themselves. I just want to know why women do that. Why can't we all be honest? People in the past at least had the balls to blurt ot, "Don't talk to me!" And I honored that.
Last night in work, I am talking to one of my co-workers who is also in my class. We begin talking of the girls in class. I speak of this one chick who is Mexican descent. He tells me her name since I forgot hers, not that me and her formlely introdced eachother, but he told me that she thinks I'm wierd. Now when me and this girl talk before class, we are speaking of class materials and whatnot, she kinda gives off a smile or smirk if you will. I never got a bad vibe from her. Now she as a boyfriend. This I heard from her in my other class where she sits in front of me talking to her friend. Thats cool. I figured as much. But the thing is, why talk to a wierd person if they wierd you out? Why put on a face that says, "You can talk or ask me a question. We are two students."? Why is everyone a fake? Fakes I tell ya.
I try all the time to change how I am and it never is good enough for peope to not speak of me in a bad way. I do this, and it's bad. I do that, and I am a few cans short of a 6 pack. I'm not earning any points here with the opposite sex. This year though, I do feel much comfortable because I am just being myself. If they don't like that, then they can hang themselves. I just want to know why women do that. Why can't we all be honest? People in the past at least had the balls to blurt ot, "Don't talk to me!" And I honored that.