Chris Johnson
New member
So I am a 21 year old guy who has over come some major issues. I swear every day I think I'm a little closer to being gay (just an expression). It started with not feeling accepted during grade school. I was actually very well liked. I'm still very close with all of my high school friends. Then I solved that. I started having issues thinking I was the most hideous being on the planet. Truth is, even if I feel I'm not that great looking, I should be confident knowing that plenty boys and girls have told me what they think; mostly its been positive. I'm still battling the image issues but I don't think that's why I feel alone. I know its not manly to admit, but I cry most nights before I sleep. Anytime I have a second of free thinking time I tear up. Why? I don't want to be that emo kid. Ideas? Thoughts? I already am seeing therapists. They keep saying idk what I'm talking about, I'm looking for drugs (WTF?), or that I'm bluffing...why would I joke? Can you help me?