majesty tralala
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im typing this on my phone, so i don't care much about my mistakes.
Okay, so... My friend is such a b*tch. lets call her courtney. courtney has been my friend for four years, but for the past two has become practically abusive! she punches me, pulls my hair, kicks my shins; HARD. she does this because she thinks that i dont have the power to hit her back harder. im her only friend that she does this to and its really fucking embarresskng when she hits me in public(btw i have social anxiety disorder). but ive dealt with it; idk why.
her sister got cancer and died at the age of five, and i helped her through it. i was just as devestated as her. thats the only reson im her best best friend. her two best friends, keemia and brittany are total assholes too. she hangs out with them more, doesng abuse them, cares for them more. i got soooo jealous cause shes only known them for like a year abd a half and its just not fucking fair.
she says that ill always be her best friend but i don't belive her. ahe doesnt let me do shit at her house, when im the guest and shes the host, i cant fo anything i wat too, she plys first person games without me, and just plain treats me like shit. its not funny, its not cool, its not fucking right.
she ignores me when im at her house even. i sit on the ground watching her chat with keemia on google half of the time!
what can i do to stop her hurting me. i do still kinda want to try to be frienss with her. but if its too late, so be it. shell have lost a very special friend.
please help. i dont know what to do.
SORRY FOR BEING SO RANTY AND TL DR
Okay, so... My friend is such a b*tch. lets call her courtney. courtney has been my friend for four years, but for the past two has become practically abusive! she punches me, pulls my hair, kicks my shins; HARD. she does this because she thinks that i dont have the power to hit her back harder. im her only friend that she does this to and its really fucking embarresskng when she hits me in public(btw i have social anxiety disorder). but ive dealt with it; idk why.
her sister got cancer and died at the age of five, and i helped her through it. i was just as devestated as her. thats the only reson im her best best friend. her two best friends, keemia and brittany are total assholes too. she hangs out with them more, doesng abuse them, cares for them more. i got soooo jealous cause shes only known them for like a year abd a half and its just not fucking fair.
she says that ill always be her best friend but i don't belive her. ahe doesnt let me do shit at her house, when im the guest and shes the host, i cant fo anything i wat too, she plys first person games without me, and just plain treats me like shit. its not funny, its not cool, its not fucking right.
she ignores me when im at her house even. i sit on the ground watching her chat with keemia on google half of the time!
what can i do to stop her hurting me. i do still kinda want to try to be frienss with her. but if its too late, so be it. shell have lost a very special friend.
please help. i dont know what to do.
SORRY FOR BEING SO RANTY AND TL DR