It's just like, bleh. I'm gay and 15 and it feels like the world is against me for some reason. Sure, I have happy times but now the guy I'm crushing on don't really speak to me anymore... I kinda ended that because I don't want to open myself up to anyone; I HATE rejection and getting hurt, so yeah... When will life get better? I just want to be out and happy! But my homophobic family won't allow that, so I am not out to them. Life at home is ugh, fighting, moaning etcetera: And my parents arn't really in a stable relationship... So if they're hating on me when I come out I could say that, right? It just feels like nothing is ever going to get better. I don't know what to do. I recently got more confident, and now, I feel low as low can feel. 