I'm 15 and for that little of years I've been on this Earth, It feels like I've been through hell in back. Let me just share a little of my expericances:
*Never knew my biological father, because he died after my birth
*Father I have now is an alcoholic
*Mom's Verbally Abusive
*Hardly have any friends (I try and be friendly with everyone).
*Live on poverty level
*Want to work, but my mom thinks I'm good for nothing
*At one point there wasn't much to eat
*Between the ages of 5-6 and 11-12 I had to live in a truck and when I didn't we lived in trashed up places where there were tons of drug dealers.
*Anything I do isn't good enough
*Boys make fun of me at school
*I get looked down on by other girls because I can't afford to buy Aeropostale or hollister clothing.
I'm still going to believe in God, and I'll always have faith in him, but sometimes he pushes me to the limit and I don't know what to believe in.It seems like the way my life is going, its my life isn't going to be pleasant at all. I always wonder "Why me, out of all the people on this Earth, why do I have to suffer?'
I pray to him every night and still, nothing
*Never knew my biological father, because he died after my birth
*Father I have now is an alcoholic
*Mom's Verbally Abusive
*Hardly have any friends (I try and be friendly with everyone).
*Live on poverty level
*Want to work, but my mom thinks I'm good for nothing
*At one point there wasn't much to eat
*Between the ages of 5-6 and 11-12 I had to live in a truck and when I didn't we lived in trashed up places where there were tons of drug dealers.
*Anything I do isn't good enough
*Boys make fun of me at school
*I get looked down on by other girls because I can't afford to buy Aeropostale or hollister clothing.
I'm still going to believe in God, and I'll always have faith in him, but sometimes he pushes me to the limit and I don't know what to believe in.It seems like the way my life is going, its my life isn't going to be pleasant at all. I always wonder "Why me, out of all the people on this Earth, why do I have to suffer?'
I pray to him every night and still, nothing