Jess Cahill
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...capable of abusing another? im 23 years old and im a full time student (nursing school) its my senior year final semester. at the beginning of the semester (jan.18) we had a pharmacology test. the student is required to get a 90% or better and they get 3 tries. i got an 80% on all 3 tests. tomorrow i have to meet with the school nursing board (not very kind people) and plead my case as to why i should get to stay in the program and retake the test with 3 months left until graduation. in addition to that i have to study for an exam that has 8, 35 page packets on neuorological disorders that is on monday and attend to clinicals (8hrs a piece) thursday and friday. i may not even be eligible to take the test that ive spent 18 hrs a day studying for because the nursing board may kick me out.
in addition to that i was recently diagnosed with hypothyroidism my hair is falling out in clumps and turning completely white, i have no energy, i am cold all the time and i get really bad headaches and stomach aches all the time and cant sleep.
to make matters worse the guy i loved for 5 years of my life who i met when i was 19 has met a 19 year old girl and fallen for her he is 23. he got me pregnant when i was 20 years old and completely abandoned me and threatened me daily to have an abortion saying that if i didnt hed dissapear and id never hear from him again. his grandma sent me a check and he turned off his phone for months.....i went through with the abortion and i was devastated. the abuse only got worse...i had moved on with my life and he called me out of the blue and said if i didnt forgive him hed commit suicide, then a month later he called me and asked for advice on how to win a girl over, then a year after that he has said hed changed and invited me to his home (he lived 17 hours away at the time) i took a flight there and he never showed at the airport, then a year after that he told me id go to hell and burn for having an abortion...so i finally got a protective no contact order and that was dropped after 1 month.
i logged onto facebook and saw that he is flirting with this girl he took her on vacation, stays up all night helping her study, tells her shes beautiful, looks out for her at school and protects her and writes comments on her wall saying "bless your heart babe your too cute
"
this same guy who tormented me to tears when i was nothing but good to him.....is treating this girl like a goddess and it just makes me feel even worse.
any advice
in addition to that i was recently diagnosed with hypothyroidism my hair is falling out in clumps and turning completely white, i have no energy, i am cold all the time and i get really bad headaches and stomach aches all the time and cant sleep.
to make matters worse the guy i loved for 5 years of my life who i met when i was 19 has met a 19 year old girl and fallen for her he is 23. he got me pregnant when i was 20 years old and completely abandoned me and threatened me daily to have an abortion saying that if i didnt hed dissapear and id never hear from him again. his grandma sent me a check and he turned off his phone for months.....i went through with the abortion and i was devastated. the abuse only got worse...i had moved on with my life and he called me out of the blue and said if i didnt forgive him hed commit suicide, then a month later he called me and asked for advice on how to win a girl over, then a year after that he has said hed changed and invited me to his home (he lived 17 hours away at the time) i took a flight there and he never showed at the airport, then a year after that he told me id go to hell and burn for having an abortion...so i finally got a protective no contact order and that was dropped after 1 month.
i logged onto facebook and saw that he is flirting with this girl he took her on vacation, stays up all night helping her study, tells her shes beautiful, looks out for her at school and protects her and writes comments on her wall saying "bless your heart babe your too cute
"this same guy who tormented me to tears when i was nothing but good to him.....is treating this girl like a goddess and it just makes me feel even worse.
any advice