Why is it so hard for me to stand up for myself or be aggressive?

valleysdown

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I realized today with this girl. I barely knew her. But I guess we were being kind of flirty and bullyish. Yes I'm a guy. She hit me and then I slapped her leg but kind of woosyish. Maybe it's fear built inside of me. She was so aggressive she took my hat off and then she also like kinda grabbed my head at one point haha this sounds weird but yeah. We were sitting down with some people at McDonalds. The way she touched me and grabbed my head aggressively...it's weird. I find it hard to even touch a girl like that so fearlessly. Also, take note I wasnt just being punked on, I instigated it verbally and we were being playful with it, it's just I couldn't find myself to get to physical without hesitating. I wanted to though. Also when some people are bugging me or my mom is annoying me, I get frustrated but don't tell them. It's like I don't realize my feelings until after theyre gone and then I get mad. What the hell. Any ideas? Or advice or tips?
 
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