who knows, maybe you feel that she's a racist, bully and that's what she became famous for. And now that's she's dying, everyone is saying she's some sort of saint, just because she's sick. They're willing to overlook her true personality, and forgive all the evil things she's said and done, simply because she got cervical cancer. Also, maybe you feel that there are loads of other people who have cervical cancer and they don't get any media coverage. Or maybe you feel a bit irritated with yourself for actually watching her when she comes on tv, because you don't like her. who knows....