Why have I never had any sexual desires?
Okay so, Im 21yrs old and I've been dating this wonderful guy for a year now..I love him there is no doubt about that.. but I have a problem. I have absolutely no sexual desires.I've never had sex, and I never want to, the idea of it grosses me out. I've never touched or played with myself either.. I also hate making out or kissing, it just seems like a waste of time and spit to me. I do enjoy the cuddling but to a point, I don't like it all the time. I did have a few what I call traumatic experiences, when I was little, a boy in my class pushed me against the wall and tried kissing me and forcing his tongue into my mouth... and like 6yrs ago I was in the hospital and I had to get a catheter in and the nurse put it in the wrong hole!! So I'm not sure if these are what are effecting me... I also get really bad anxiety and have a panic attack every so often, but I'm currently in therapy and its been helping a lot.
Can anyone please help me and maybe tell me why I might be like this?
Okay so, Im 21yrs old and I've been dating this wonderful guy for a year now..I love him there is no doubt about that.. but I have a problem. I have absolutely no sexual desires.I've never had sex, and I never want to, the idea of it grosses me out. I've never touched or played with myself either.. I also hate making out or kissing, it just seems like a waste of time and spit to me. I do enjoy the cuddling but to a point, I don't like it all the time. I did have a few what I call traumatic experiences, when I was little, a boy in my class pushed me against the wall and tried kissing me and forcing his tongue into my mouth... and like 6yrs ago I was in the hospital and I had to get a catheter in and the nurse put it in the wrong hole!! So I'm not sure if these are what are effecting me... I also get really bad anxiety and have a panic attack every so often, but I'm currently in therapy and its been helping a lot.
Can anyone please help me and maybe tell me why I might be like this?