I would never commit suicide, it is the most selfish thing a person can do. Although at the time it may seem like you are saving others from you, you are actually saving yourself from them. If you really belive that suicide is the answer you are a fuck head, you cant expect that after you commit suicide the whole world will be a happy place, or even that you will become happy. That's just BS, suicide is for pussies. Self mutilation, now that takes courage. Not just one hit, but coming back again and again. I have cut my arm quite deep, and ddin't feel it as i blocked the pain with my emotions. I have since stopped, i wrote it down, and realised how stupid it actually was to cut myself.