why doesn't nobody answer my question about mental health? can you help me with this?

why am I nervous always or I was born like that with anxiety?
I am gay and I have been with many doctors and they told me I suffer of anxiety and one doctor told me I am anxious because I cannot accept homosexuality but I don't know, I remember to be nervous always since I was born, when I was kid always get cold my feet and sweat for tests and everything.. I still do the same thing when I am in front of people and I make a lot of mistakes, I take clonazempa because anxiety don't let me to sleep now, doctor told me, but I don't know how to control my nervous or anxiety, I don't know if it's the same thing, I am very lazy of doing excercise and I suffer of high blood pressure, I am just 23 years old, I am mexican and in my country is hard to be gay well In a small town... I hope your advice or help.. if you can understand my question
 
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