I am laughed at everyday because I'm quiet. I AM NOT PARANOID. I am right 95% of the time. I am made fun of, ridiculed, and laughed at on a daily basis. I've been verbally bullied and harassed for 5 years (6th-12th grade). Not a day goes without somebody making fun of me or laughing at me. So, 70 people and counting have either talked about me, made fun of me, ridiculed me, humilated me, or laughed at me. Even some of my teachers have joined in the harassment and laughed at me. My parents are the same. They make fun of me, embarass me, and laugh at me everyday too. I've tried talking to them about how they mistreat me but they told me themselves that they don't care and that they don't see any harm in hurting me emotionally. Occasionally, I have suicdal thoughts and last week I've started to cut my thighs with a razor blade. I HATE MYSELF WITH A DEEP PASSION. I'M WEAK, WORTHLESS, LESS THAN HUMAN, AND A LOSER WHO IS BENEATH EVERYBODY. It's MY fault that I am laughed at relentlessly everyday. I feel like I have brought this on myself. I'm sick and tired of crying almost everyday (that's the reason why I cut myself). I'm so fucking sick and tired of everybody laughing at me for being an intorvert. I want to ridicule and laugh at somebody who is like me. Is there anybody, right now wh is constantly laughed at everyday by everybody including their own parents? Or used to be? I feel very alone and need someone to talk to.
Why does everybody laugh at me (Please help me, best answer gets 10 pts.)?
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