Sharp Implements
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When I feel really stressed, which is almost all the time, I like to stare at sharp things like knives and imagine hurting myself with them. I have barely resisted the urge to actually cut, and this has been going on for about 2 years. Why do sharp things make me feel somewhat better when I am stressed? Happy, even, but it's more like giddiness. I don't smile or anything, unless I start to feel kind of delirious, otherwise I am just happy with my knives. They are so beautiful. I know why I feel stressed all the time, but I don't know why my brain has turned to sharp things to try and alleviate the stress. I want to buy more knives, they are wonderful. Is there a reason for this?