...doing better in life? I know it's probably just jealousy, but why are people so jealous? what makes them that way that they want to overpower and be on top of the world, and they want to be better than you? For example, I've been having a rough year or so, and I've been looking pretty disheveled at times and heck even had a weight problem. Then for whatever reason, I got my act together, started getting back into shape, started experiencing better fortune, and just kind of started to feel good about msyelf again, and the other day I totally fixed my hair up, wore really nice clothes, my face was clean shaven, moisturized, looking good...and I went to the usual places I go to to get my food/drink at Starbucks, went out to shop, saw the familiar faces, etc, and what's funny is, the people who I see there like everyday, and especially when I'm down and out and look at me weird, just kind of like stopped wahtever they were doing and stared at me for a while like in disbelief...and then , just kinda had this look of "ugh i hate you" and just utter disbelief, like how could I pull it off, or almost like, "who the f do u think U are", like they defined me as this crazy mess, and I guess expected me to be that indefinitely, and now that I'm cleaning up and acting BETTER than that, and like i deserve better,
they're hating on it, big time. Literally. They even sometimes check out the credit cards I use,...to see if they're statusy or whatever, to see what type of cards they are.
They come across as insecure themselves to a degree, I mean they arent bad people, and they don't hate me, but there's just something about them that seems like whenever I'm doing bad, they laugh and have fun w/me....or at me I'm not sure, but they seem to like me more when I'm down and out, and then when I'm all prim/proper flying high, they hate on me...
That I noticed in general.
Whenever I start to aspire to be more in life, act/dress better than I usually do , and whatever, ppl don't like it...and sometimes they even say things to put you down. like i remember once I did myself up really well, and went into a restaurant , which i used to work at back when i was like 17 18 in high school and one of the ol'bossess was STILL there and a few people were gossiping to him like omg who is that? bla bla, cuz i was really looking good,
and he just looked at me evil like "oh pshhhhh hes just a waiter, at least he used to be, he worked her, tahts allllll"
it's like these people wnat to keep you down and not let you succeed or be "better".
WHY? lol. whats it to THEM? Its MY life.
why should they care what credit card i use or how i look?
If theyre THAT jealous....or whatever...then what the heck is their psychological issue here?
they're hating on it, big time. Literally. They even sometimes check out the credit cards I use,...to see if they're statusy or whatever, to see what type of cards they are.
They come across as insecure themselves to a degree, I mean they arent bad people, and they don't hate me, but there's just something about them that seems like whenever I'm doing bad, they laugh and have fun w/me....or at me I'm not sure, but they seem to like me more when I'm down and out, and then when I'm all prim/proper flying high, they hate on me...
That I noticed in general.
Whenever I start to aspire to be more in life, act/dress better than I usually do , and whatever, ppl don't like it...and sometimes they even say things to put you down. like i remember once I did myself up really well, and went into a restaurant , which i used to work at back when i was like 17 18 in high school and one of the ol'bossess was STILL there and a few people were gossiping to him like omg who is that? bla bla, cuz i was really looking good,
and he just looked at me evil like "oh pshhhhh hes just a waiter, at least he used to be, he worked her, tahts allllll"
it's like these people wnat to keep you down and not let you succeed or be "better".
WHY? lol. whats it to THEM? Its MY life.
why should they care what credit card i use or how i look?
If theyre THAT jealous....or whatever...then what the heck is their psychological issue here?