Why do people go out of their way to destroy my life?

[Jesse]

I have always had enemies. I am actually a nonjudgmental person for the most part. I like everyone until they wrong me. I have always been considerate of others, go out of my way to show others that I am appreciative of what ever they have done for me. I stand up for myself but ignore my enemies until I literally have to defend myself. My whole life it has been getting worse. At work I work so hard that I am literally sweating and even customers acknowledge my hard work. Somehow in the long run it never pays off, im never good enough and some assholes who sit on their ass and say mean things to me get their raises and the assistant manager barks at me to work, scribbles bad comments about me as I work and doesn't boss anyone else around. Everywhere I have ever worked people treat me this way. They know that I struggle, Know that I am poor, and still people want to make things hard for me. I am a woman and I used to just have problems with the women treating me like this but now where I live everyone acts like this as if I am sub-human or something. I used to have men try to flirt with me wherever I worked but now that I have lost weight they are mean, treat me the same as the women do. If anyone has ever dealt with this before, please help me. I don't understand, all of this aggression towards me is causing me to contemplate suicide. I know it is a stupid thing to do but one can only go so long being hated before they become depressed and hopeless. Thanks for reading this, and please be considerate to people around you who ever you are, it could change someone's life.