I realize that i have this way about me where i'm always running to help others, mainly those that are emotionally hurt or have low self esteem or are enduring some type of injustice or any1 that comes to me 4 assistance knows they can count on me. I like to mentor ppl, and i often have a sense of emotion or feeling when some1 is going through something bad and my heart goes out to them. I have a strong desire 2 help ppl. My friends and family often describe me as sum1 that gives really good advice etc...and most of my friends...(the ones that i allow 2 get 2 know me well enough) all describe me as a nurturer.....
I also realize that i am currently in a potentially emotionally abusive relationship....but it's not bad...and i'm not getting into that.
Also i am strongly committed...because i can leave my bf for sum1 better but i want to help him and also he says he needs me etc (he grew up in an abusive home)...but the main thing here is i love him reallllll plenty with all my heart, so much so that i rather deprive myself of getting sum1 better just 2 c him happy (which is being with me)!!!! I don't care too much if i am not as happy as him,,,his happiness is more important 2 me, but often times i kinda c myself as his mom a little bit, cuz i'm very mature 4 my age (20) and he often consults with me b4 doing certain things and i have this mom role with my sister as my mom's a nurse and works different shifts...i kinda go into the mom mode...like if i feel it's my responsibility...even though my Dad and others may be home.
Also as regards to my bf i feel like if i were 2 ever lose him it would be like a mother losing her son! this a real feeling i have! Y IS THIS?? anybody can help tell me y?
My upbringing was normal middle class, Christian home. Live with my Mom, Dad, Granny, Grandpa and younger Sister....always surrounded by loved ones
I'm saying these things so hopefully any1 willing 2 comment would have a general idea who they r dealing with.
Other general info about me....reserved, easy going, i will give all that i can just to c my loved ones happy, will give my last dollar to any GOOD friend in need, gr8 friends to others, love laughing and cheering ppl up etc, making them happy. I am emotional so if i watch a sad movie yes i'd cry....i HATE seeing any1 sad....regardless if they deserved it or put themselves in that situation.
I don't know if all of this information is relevant, but i just wanted 2 give certain details in hope to get a mini assessment lol!!
I really would like some opinions on this, Thanking every1 in advance, xoxo.plz help!!!!
I also realize that i am currently in a potentially emotionally abusive relationship....but it's not bad...and i'm not getting into that.
Also i am strongly committed...because i can leave my bf for sum1 better but i want to help him and also he says he needs me etc (he grew up in an abusive home)...but the main thing here is i love him reallllll plenty with all my heart, so much so that i rather deprive myself of getting sum1 better just 2 c him happy (which is being with me)!!!! I don't care too much if i am not as happy as him,,,his happiness is more important 2 me, but often times i kinda c myself as his mom a little bit, cuz i'm very mature 4 my age (20) and he often consults with me b4 doing certain things and i have this mom role with my sister as my mom's a nurse and works different shifts...i kinda go into the mom mode...like if i feel it's my responsibility...even though my Dad and others may be home.
Also as regards to my bf i feel like if i were 2 ever lose him it would be like a mother losing her son! this a real feeling i have! Y IS THIS?? anybody can help tell me y?
My upbringing was normal middle class, Christian home. Live with my Mom, Dad, Granny, Grandpa and younger Sister....always surrounded by loved ones
I'm saying these things so hopefully any1 willing 2 comment would have a general idea who they r dealing with.
Other general info about me....reserved, easy going, i will give all that i can just to c my loved ones happy, will give my last dollar to any GOOD friend in need, gr8 friends to others, love laughing and cheering ppl up etc, making them happy. I am emotional so if i watch a sad movie yes i'd cry....i HATE seeing any1 sad....regardless if they deserved it or put themselves in that situation.
I don't know if all of this information is relevant, but i just wanted 2 give certain details in hope to get a mini assessment lol!!
I really would like some opinions on this, Thanking every1 in advance, xoxo.plz help!!!!
As long as your willing to continually share your heart of gold to all those willing to accept your generous, kind, and caring nature, you will always receive the praise, respect, and admiration you deserve, whilst being able to still fulfill your own happiness.