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trickortreat
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Since i've come out as bisexual, I feel like all my mates are treating me different.
They look at me in a certain way, like i'm less of a man, and although I have always been cocksure of myself as a man, it's starting to have a weird reaction with me. It's like i'm getting these feelings that I can or should act out in feminine/camp mannerisms. I know it sounds stupid but this is a genuine problem, i'm not a soft touch and I want to be in control of myself and my life. I just like guys in the same way I like girls that's all... now it feels like i've made a big mistake admitting that and I can't go back. Worse than that is, if I was born bisexual, I feel like part of the contract is that I am womanly acting and maybe i've supressed these thoughts and now they're coming out.
By camp mannerisms I mean like floppy hands, folding my leg over the other one, facial expressions that usually females use and I feel the confidence in my voice going, like i'm not naturally speaking very deeply any more. I battle with the thoughts and don't let them happen, but I hate the fact they are there in the first place. It's not me. I feel inferior and am starting to wish I never came out.
This is my worst nightmare and I need to know if being bi is WHY i'm getting these camp/feminine moments, or are they just thoughts that I am getting obsessed with because i'm worried about them? Are they even real?
Can a bi or gay guy with experience please help. And can I get a straight mans perspective on this please
They look at me in a certain way, like i'm less of a man, and although I have always been cocksure of myself as a man, it's starting to have a weird reaction with me. It's like i'm getting these feelings that I can or should act out in feminine/camp mannerisms. I know it sounds stupid but this is a genuine problem, i'm not a soft touch and I want to be in control of myself and my life. I just like guys in the same way I like girls that's all... now it feels like i've made a big mistake admitting that and I can't go back. Worse than that is, if I was born bisexual, I feel like part of the contract is that I am womanly acting and maybe i've supressed these thoughts and now they're coming out.
By camp mannerisms I mean like floppy hands, folding my leg over the other one, facial expressions that usually females use and I feel the confidence in my voice going, like i'm not naturally speaking very deeply any more. I battle with the thoughts and don't let them happen, but I hate the fact they are there in the first place. It's not me. I feel inferior and am starting to wish I never came out.
This is my worst nightmare and I need to know if being bi is WHY i'm getting these camp/feminine moments, or are they just thoughts that I am getting obsessed with because i'm worried about them? Are they even real?
Can a bi or gay guy with experience please help. And can I get a straight mans perspective on this please