Why do I feel this way? Why am I scared but desire a relationship? It's like I...

Jay

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...just want to hookup but change? I don't know why I feel this way and i'm not even sure if it makes any sense...i've never been in a relationship nor have I dated...i'm betwen 22-25.....it's almost like i'm scared to find a girl who loves me and i'll falli n love with because i'm older and never been in a relationship or hooked up with a girl....i'm insecure about how things will go.I feel i'll be so heartbroken to the point where i'll end up killing myself or doing something totally crazy...i've gotten bad heartache with girls I didn't know very well so how could I possibly take it from someone i've gotten to know?
I want a emotional relationship but at the same time I almost feel like I can't put down those walls...I feel like I can't be committed and it's a weird thing to fee when I don't even have a gf
 
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