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musicmaddness
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i'm 17 and i go school, its alright right now, but i ain't be too happy for a while now. I guess it all comes down to confidence and self-esteem. i don't see myself as pretty, in fact, to me i am ugly. obviously my friends will say i'm not, but i no i am. My mates are normal, they Just always look really nice, dunno how they do it but it always works for them. As for me, all i ever wear is converses and baggy tops. Ive tried sooo hard to change what i wear in the past, but i always end up back at square one. i don't like going out with my friends any more cus i Just come across as the odd one out. the bigger taller one. i could name everything wrong with me and nothing nice about the way i look, its jus sooo difficult to find something that i like, everything is jus soooo terrible!
time is going by really quick to and most of my friends either like a boy, or have a boy liking them, again i'm the odd one out, i'm not saying that i want one now, but later on in life, it would be nice to have that happen to me. but again, i can't see a guy looking at me in that way, i mean liking me? its hard to believe. to everyone i'm jus seen as the funny girl who everyone knows. i want to be liked at some point, but the future doesn't seem so bright for me, i dunno what to do...
time is going by really quick to and most of my friends either like a boy, or have a boy liking them, again i'm the odd one out, i'm not saying that i want one now, but later on in life, it would be nice to have that happen to me. but again, i can't see a guy looking at me in that way, i mean liking me? its hard to believe. to everyone i'm jus seen as the funny girl who everyone knows. i want to be liked at some point, but the future doesn't seem so bright for me, i dunno what to do...