Truffles,
I feel so bad for you. I understand totally what you're going through because I too have suffered on and off now for years with un-diagnosed symptoms that effected my life, my job, my everything.
I was first diagnosed with osteoarthritis and osteoporosis, then fibromyalgia, then vitamin D deficiency which can cause a HOST of horrible symptoms in your body. Here in the US it's turning into an epidemic.
so many people have it and dont' even know it until they get the blood test to determine it.
I was unable to clirab a flight of stairs, had horrible sharp pain in my neck where I was unable at times to turn my neck completely when I was driving. it felt like it would get stuck permantly into a very painful position. I had joint pain, dry skin, pain in my joints, weight loss, you name it, I had it.
I felt like if my doctors didn't do something soon, I was going to die.
that's how HORRIBLE i felt. yet all my blood work was coming out negative for ANA test, and rheumatoid arthritis, Lupus, and don't know what else my rheumy dr tested for.
IF the vitamin D is low and if the calcium level is also affected, this determines some type of illness. but my calcium level was fine. so we scratched off that possibility.
My memory is getting worst by the day and we have no answer for it.
I'm switching my letters backward, which absolutely drives me insane, I stop mid sentence while speaking to people because I can't recall worRAB. common worRAB we've all learned in preschool. I can't recall the hot water from the cold water tap, or simple things I used to take for granted.
I am at the end of my rope. My short term memory and cognitive state bothers me as much as the joints that are becoming painful in different areas of my body at different months. it hops from one part of the body to the next out of the clear blue sky.
Now I have horrendous pain in the outer part of my right hip that spreaRAB to my groin and to the back of my buttock where it's almost impossible to sit down or bend down. I got a shot at the rheumy drs office over a week ago. it worked for a few days, including taking away all my other pains, but now it's back with a vengence.
I can NOt for the life of me find out what is going on in my body.
I finally threw in the towel and got on disability. but it was for my mental health. I have bipolar now for many years, plus general anxiety disorder which effects not only the mind but your entire body and it's organs because of raised blood pressure, etc. I don't have anxiety attacks. it's a different form of anxiety. which can make you feel exhausted as well.
the older I become the worst my health becomes. I just don't get it?
I'm 48 and have the body of a woman in her late 80's.
my muscle is wasting away, I've dropped down to 110 all with out even trying. I have loss of appetite, not hunger pains till late in the day. so I have to FORCE myself to eat which is hard to do when your not even hungry.
I have pain in my joints, swollen joints, but can't see anything on the x-ray.
was going to order and MRI, but never had it.
so as you can see by my list of symptoms, I feel like I am turning into a hypochondriac. I mentioned this to my psychiatrist and she said there is no way I'm one. I felt better after consulting with her about this. She's known me now for about five years. I feel like my family dr has become sick of me. he barely looks me in the eyes when I'm in the room with him and he rushes me in and out. he's constantly referring me to doctors. why do I even bother wasting his time or mine?
so it's time i find a new doctor that will listen to me and at least TRY to get to the root of the problem.
even my rheumy dr. doesnt know what else to do. so I just see her every month to go over the way I'm feeling. she's offered physical therapy to me and medications. that's it!
I tried to do some research on the pain you mentioned you have in your shoulders, because I recall very vaguely reading something last week about an autoimmune illness corabined with a type of arthritis which wound up being one of the symptoms and I could not for the life of me find it.
i wanted to share it with you so you could be tested.
but I see you are positive for an autoimmune disease and there are MANY different types of them.
plus I read that people with shoulder pain should see an orthopedic doctor because tendons, muscles and the skeletal system is their specialty.
have you seen this type of doctor yet for your shoulder pain?
I'm relieved to see that your doctor has ordered and MRI of your brain at least. because I was thinking the same thing that you should have it.
certain illness in the major organs can cause a build up of either too much hormones or too much calcium or what ever and can cause strange type headaches. there's a certain type of autoimmune disease that attacks the liver. it's autoimmune hepatitis of the liver. you did mention that you're enzymes were slightly elevated. further investigation is warranted.
I've realized now that because of my own health problems that it can take MONTHS, TO YEARS to find a true diagnosis.
I am here for you if you need to talk. The fact that we can't even do normal things like we used to, like cook, bake, clean the house, takes all my effort.
Is there any way possible you can go on disability? or at least take some sick leave? you need to get your rest which is impossible if you have to work.
I remeraber just getting ready for work was horrible. I used to cry.
counting the hours till I could go home so I can just jump into my bed and sleep, sleep, sleep. I did't even have the energy to cook. Thank God for an understanding partner. He is so good to me.
I wish I could help you in some way. I'll continue doing research for you and if you can think of anything you forgot to mention about symptoms, please put them down for me.
You are in my heart.
sincerely,
Linda