Why do i complain about having no friends&no boyfriend then when given the...

...chance to have that i put up a wall? i'm 21 years old and i complain to myself and self pitty myself for it (and have for years) ....but anytime given the chance to make friends or get to know a guy who could be a boyfriend i put up a wall and shut myself out....one thing that holds me bak is i notice people bond a lot over sharing stories from being with their own friends...and since i have no friends and no stories to share from hanging out it makes it harder to make conversation.
 
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