J
Judder
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I just remembered part of a dream I had last night. That day I had gotten really drunk and then taken a low dose of benzos and freaked out, (bad decision, but doctor said I would be fine). Well I didn't remember anything from the dream for a few hours after I had awoken, but I was thinking about one of my best friends and something seemed like our relationship had turned for the worse or something, but I couldn't quite figure out what. (He's also just gone on holiday and we where fine the day before he went.) Then I remembered part of my dream, I think I wasn't sober myself in the dream but it was my friend lying on the floor completely shitting himself everywhere. Masses and masses of it though, at an incredible rate. Then I saw his eyes and they looked like when kids pull their lower eyelids down and his eyes were just messed up. It scared me, you think it could mean anything? (Ive' also been having much more vivid dreams since i quit smoking cannabis about 6 weeks ago, the alcohol and benzos where an accidental rebound. And I have not had a bad dream for as long as I can remember. Also I have a fear that my drug use may trigger schizophrenia and I have decided to stop all use of any drugs, schizophrenia does not run in my family.)