Why did i dream about hooking up with someone of the same sex...?

Baby Girl

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Ok so first of all, Im a girl, im straight but i have nothing against homosexuality and I have a boyfriend of two years. Last night i had a really disturbing dream that I was hooking up with another girl, and she wasnt very pretty, she was sortof chubby with alot of acne and didnt really care about her looks. We werent having sex, but we were like making out on top of eachother and she was being very rough and controlling most of the situation. The wierd thing was that i was thinking about my boyfriend the whole time and i was saying things to her that i only say to him when we fool around. Afterwords i felt like i was crying in my sleep and i felt very guilty. And I told the girl that I didnt want to do this anymore becuase i love my boyfriend, and she got very angry with me. Now I feel almost disgusted with myself for having this dream because it felt so real, and I see girls at school who remind me of her and its freaking me out. Any ideas or advice?
 
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