why can't I get this mentally disturbing image out of my mind?

Big John Horton

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There is someone close to me who is addicted to a illegal substance.
I'll make this brief and as detailed as possible

They asked me to go out with them unaware of intentions but I said no and good thing I didn't because they were shot at as deal gone wrong and a bullet sent through where I was supposed to be sitting.

So question is : Whenever I see a Astro Van I think of this moment and how scary it was.
I picture this moment as if it were happening with me included and as If I were hit and how it would play out with this person being shot at while finding out that I had been hit. I can't shake this image

Why can't I get this image out of my mind and how can I ?
I'm hindered by this thought
 
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