When I try to get good at anything , it never works out. I'm not good at literally anything. I tried band and got kicked out because I'm not good. I try so hard at drawing and frustrate myself to the point of crying because I can't do it. I can't get a girlfriend. I can't get good at any video or card games. I even quit high school because I wasn't good at social or academic stuff. Practice never helps me and that goes with sports too. I bet I couldn't even kill myself properly like I'm planning. Are people born with natural presets? Why'd I get skipped over? What teachers can help if I'm not already beyond it? I just want to be good at something or I'm just going to rage quit breathing.