Now that I'm back from Australia, and know what it's like to be with William in person, I'm not happy about being 7.8k miles away from him again. 
It's been really hard this last week and a bit, full of lots of crying and, to be honest, arguing between me and him, because it's just so hard to communicate now.
Mostly we've been talking through Yahoo messenger or Xfire, with occasional somewhat expensive phone calls mixed in there. It doesn't help that while I'm missing him incredibly, I'm on the fucking rag, which just makes me cry more because I get super emotional during this time of the month.
So far the plan is for me to pay off the last of my credit card debt, which is roughly $600, $40 of which I need to have by next Monday. But that's only SLIGHTLY difficult because I'm currently unemployed. Joy of joys. I've been job searching, but I'm probably going to end up begging my old work to take me back after I quit. Over the phone. Yay!
After I'm done with debt, I think the plan is for me to cross my fingers and hope my parents let me try to save up money for my ticket back to Oz. I don't know where we're going from there, though. I'm not having luck finding a proper visa that will let me stay there AND work. It's uber frustrating because while I was down there for the 3 months, I wasn't working. And it drove me insane.
Anyway, I guess I'm just complaining to get it out.
It's been really hard this last week and a bit, full of lots of crying and, to be honest, arguing between me and him, because it's just so hard to communicate now.Mostly we've been talking through Yahoo messenger or Xfire, with occasional somewhat expensive phone calls mixed in there. It doesn't help that while I'm missing him incredibly, I'm on the fucking rag, which just makes me cry more because I get super emotional during this time of the month.
So far the plan is for me to pay off the last of my credit card debt, which is roughly $600, $40 of which I need to have by next Monday. But that's only SLIGHTLY difficult because I'm currently unemployed. Joy of joys. I've been job searching, but I'm probably going to end up begging my old work to take me back after I quit. Over the phone. Yay!
After I'm done with debt, I think the plan is for me to cross my fingers and hope my parents let me try to save up money for my ticket back to Oz. I don't know where we're going from there, though. I'm not having luck finding a proper visa that will let me stay there AND work. It's uber frustrating because while I was down there for the 3 months, I wasn't working. And it drove me insane.
Anyway, I guess I'm just complaining to get it out.