5 years ago things at my home got bad and it was a bad time for everyone, especially me. I eventually got put into foster care and things went from there. Im now at college 5 years on studying health and social care, but every time the tutors start a lesson about abuse, I can feel my self start to tense up and I just go quiet and try to take my mind off the subject and think about something completely irrelevant. When will I be able to forget my past and finally be able to talk about abuse? x