When is it simply giving up or making the better decission in life? ?

I have been living 10 hours away from my family for the last 6.5 years. Before I left I wanted out, my life was a overwhelming. I had 8 friends and family die in 2 years including my dad and brother. So I wanted to go where no one knew my story. About a year ago I my engagement was called off two weeks before the wedding. Which as most people would say "thank god it happened then and not later." I ended up assuming my loan to my house and more recently I passed my real estate test. I work for a fantastic company that most would kill to work at and recently got a promotion. But I will honestly say I am not happy. I have no friends or family here. For whatever reason the friends I make a nice to my face but then never call to do anything. I find myself stranded at home all weekend. There is only so many things one can do on their own before they reach a breaking point. I am at a lost of what to do. There is a huge part of my that is ready to move close to family so I simply won't be alone but then there is another huge part of me that feels like I am simply giving up on this life I've tried to create.
 
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