Okay here's the thing.
Every since like 12/13 I've known Ive been gay.
I would fantasize about guys in my school, and would get butterflies every time I talked to them.
Then when I got to high school I would date guys in secret. I would get that feeling in my stomach and would get excited every time I thought about them.
This whole time I was in the closet and only told a few people I'm gay.
Throughout high school I've had no desire to date or had any attraction to females. I've never had a girlfriend either. All my close friends were girls and had a handful of male friends. None of which were close.
I'm currently in my first year in university and have basically come out to everyone. All my friends have been supportive and no one has said anything negative to me. The first couple months I had casual hook ups with guys but nothing serious.
But, the thing is. Ever since a week ago, I've seemed to lost all interest in guys. I don't find them sexually attractive at all. Like, I can tell when they're attractive but the lust just isn't there anymore. I've been so confused and wondering why. So I've been asking myself if theres been a change in my sexual orientation. I've never done anything with a girl before, besides kissing when I'm drunk. So, I don't know if I'd like that at all, I just have no desire to pursue girls at all.
Am I just going through a phase right now? I've never had a serious relationship with a guy before either, just casual dating and the odd hookup. I've just been so confused with my self these last couple weeks. What's wrong with me?
David, if you wanted to email me.
Or anyone for that matter [email protected]
I just hate being confused.
Every since like 12/13 I've known Ive been gay.
I would fantasize about guys in my school, and would get butterflies every time I talked to them.
Then when I got to high school I would date guys in secret. I would get that feeling in my stomach and would get excited every time I thought about them.
This whole time I was in the closet and only told a few people I'm gay.
Throughout high school I've had no desire to date or had any attraction to females. I've never had a girlfriend either. All my close friends were girls and had a handful of male friends. None of which were close.
I'm currently in my first year in university and have basically come out to everyone. All my friends have been supportive and no one has said anything negative to me. The first couple months I had casual hook ups with guys but nothing serious.
But, the thing is. Ever since a week ago, I've seemed to lost all interest in guys. I don't find them sexually attractive at all. Like, I can tell when they're attractive but the lust just isn't there anymore. I've been so confused and wondering why. So I've been asking myself if theres been a change in my sexual orientation. I've never done anything with a girl before, besides kissing when I'm drunk. So, I don't know if I'd like that at all, I just have no desire to pursue girls at all.
Am I just going through a phase right now? I've never had a serious relationship with a guy before either, just casual dating and the odd hookup. I've just been so confused with my self these last couple weeks. What's wrong with me?
David, if you wanted to email me.
Or anyone for that matter [email protected]
I just hate being confused.