Everyday I go to school I have to paint on a happy face just so people do ask what's wrong. It's getting so hard. When I get home from school all I want to do is lie on my bed and sob and sometimes I do for an hour or so. I get so anxious and upset about little things and I hate looking in the mirror yet I do it ten times a day. I'm super self-conscious and I feel sick with anxiety sometimes. I'm scared, but I don't know why. Please help me. I don't know wha to do. I can't talk to my mum, because she's an alcoholic and my dad is always at work. I'm too scared to see a counsellor. Please help me.