What's wrong with me, I find intimacy really hard?

Transguy

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I don't really crush any more I used to when I was like 13. These were crushes on boys and I felt gay cause I feel male. But I do not want to be with a man, I do find girls more attractive than I used to and I just like girls. I've never been in a relationship, I do want one yet I don't. I don't like to be relied on I feel pressure and I like to be alone a lot. I have a hard time telling my own family I love them sometimes and it's very awkward hug. I'm afraid to ask this girl out in case I pull out within a few hours I'm like that I change my mind. What can I do? I'm 16 and I've never had a relationship because of a lot of these feelings I just feel I can't have one.

I'm transgendered which has an awful lot to do with this but I know some transguys who have head plenty of relationships.
 
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