Blackie Scene
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Well, all my friends are telling me my moods are rapidly changing.
Not just normal mood swings, like, I'll be really happy, than out of no where it'd turn into a horrible depression. Or someone will make me really mad, and my anger will drop and turn to depression.
Sometimes I'll be really happy and hyper, and if someone texts and says something like,"Why weren't you at school.?" I'll get really mad about it.
And very rarely, I'll be really depressed and all of a sudden I get the urge to be funny and talk to myself and entertain myself to make it better.
And here's an all time thing, if I'm going through a tough time, or even just thinking, it's like half of me will say out loud, "It doesn't matter, fuck that." And the other half will be all worried saying shit out loud. And it'll end up being a conversation with myself.
It's like split personalities.
I used to cut myself, about two years ago up to the beginning of this school year.
And now it's once in a while.
Sometimes I feel as if someones there, and in reality, nothing's there.
And if I'm feeling lonely,(Another mood swing thing), I'll actually overreact and make it seem like someone is there.
The talking to myself, and answering always happens, and I've never told anyone about it. It's a freaky thing to me.
So what do you think is wrong.?
What exactally can I do to tell what's wrong with me.?
I want really good advice.
Something that will actually help me outt.
Well, all my friends are telling me my moods are rapidly changing.
Not just normal mood swings, like, I'll be really happy, than out of no where it'd turn into a horrible depression. Or someone will make me really mad, and my anger will drop and turn to depression.
Sometimes I'll be really happy and hyper, and if someone texts and says something like,"Why weren't you at school.?" I'll get really mad about it.
And very rarely, I'll be really depressed and all of a sudden I get the urge to be funny and talk to myself and entertain myself to make it better.
And here's an all time thing, if I'm going through a tough time, or even just thinking, it's like half of me will say out loud, "It doesn't matter, fuck that." And the other half will be all worried saying shit out loud. And it'll end up being a conversation with myself.
It's like split personalities.
I used to cut myself, about two years ago up to the beginning of this school year.
And now it's once in a while.
Sometimes I feel as if someones there, and in reality, nothing's there.
And if I'm feeling lonely,(Another mood swing thing), I'll actually overreact and make it seem like someone is there.
The talking to myself, and answering always happens, and I've never told anyone about it. It's a freaky thing to me.
So what do you think is wrong.?
What exactally can I do to tell what's wrong with me.?
I want really good advice.
Something that will actually help me outt.