if someone is telling you your life is a joke then the hell with them. live life to it's fullest and live it like it is your last(but don't do stuff that could kill you) just fun and try to be happy. it's not easy sometimes but you have to be strong and want and do good thing and hopefully good things will come to you. have a crappy out look on life, don't try to better your life your life will be crap. BELIEVE me i know. LIVE LOVE and BE HAPPY!!! it doesn't hurt