So, as a generally unsociable individual, which many of you all can attest to, I have the sad inability to make good, strong, lasting friendships. Now, don't get me wrong, I have several close friends, in a tight-knit circle, but when losing one, it sucks...especially when she turns her back on you. Does this after you refuse to break ties, no matter what your other friends say about how bad an influence she is...about how horribly she treats you...Now, it gets even worse when you have feelings for said girl, and even chose your college because she is there...But that's ok...even she made comment about me being a slow learner, and I guess I am...but I've learned now...granted, I'm stuck at this school for a year, but that will be fixed...Anyway, since it's the only way to probably talk to you, go ahead and reply...Please...it'll allow me to tell you how much it hurts...