imported_lonely monster
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I had a relationship with a girl for 5 years and we broke up 2 months ago. my GF hates me a lot because last time we had a bad argument and I did say something wrong (I was very angry at that time)
I have said sorry 1000 times and do my best to bring her back in my life but she refused to come. I am very upset because 5 years is a long time...I am trying to help myself from this situation but seems like I am die trying.
in last 5 years she did many things for me...she is my first love, she sacrificed so many things for me (although she is a very good student and very serious about her carrier but she sacrificed her 3 semesters to stay with me as I was lagging behind her), help me a lot to become serious about life, taking care of me when I was very sick. On the other side, she gave me so many pains...like she loved to see her ex BF's photo in front of me, sometimes treated me like I am her slave, and the worst part was she used to say so many bad comments about my family members. Every time I felt like its going to be okay someday she will understand me but she never did.
I have no idea what should I do? what should you do if you are in my situation? hate her or love her?
I have said sorry 1000 times and do my best to bring her back in my life but she refused to come. I am very upset because 5 years is a long time...I am trying to help myself from this situation but seems like I am die trying.
in last 5 years she did many things for me...she is my first love, she sacrificed so many things for me (although she is a very good student and very serious about her carrier but she sacrificed her 3 semesters to stay with me as I was lagging behind her), help me a lot to become serious about life, taking care of me when I was very sick. On the other side, she gave me so many pains...like she loved to see her ex BF's photo in front of me, sometimes treated me like I am her slave, and the worst part was she used to say so many bad comments about my family members. Every time I felt like its going to be okay someday she will understand me but she never did.
I have no idea what should I do? what should you do if you are in my situation? hate her or love her?