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Well It went downhill a year ago my mom and step-dad started arguing and there fights have been abusive they have gotten in 5 fights the past year and they sometimes just argue all the time like today and here are the reasons my mom and dad divorced my mom cheated on him with her boss and men were calling the house and everything then my mom was cheating on my step dad and everything i don't know if she still is but my step dad was not happy and still is not and things got worse i went back to school i liked the idea and love school to get away from the house but in school people hate me call me a bitch whore and it effects me to the point i start crying and i only have 8 friends and boys do not really like me has more then a friend i have tried everything i have dated 3 guys this year and one broke my heart badly and one was just not my type after dating then the other we dated twice and he is a OK guy one of the best i have dated but he really has made me hate myself more he told me u know people think your really ugly and i cried for a week and then the second time i dated him he told me not to tell anyone yet because people made fun of him last time we dated and i told him off and we still talk but i asked him today am i bitch and he text back whatever so im confused what does it mean but i keep going back to him because i still have feeling for him now to my dad my real one he had nothing much to do with me 6 months ago now he does but he drinks a lot his house is a mess and let this women and her kid move in has roommates and she ended up going to jail for 3 years for fighting and the child went to child services but why they were there and when went over there he treated the girl better then me and were the same age so that effected me to my grandpa well he had colon cancer and i loved him very much but he past in November its been hard on me i have been mean to everyone but i seen him take his last breath he was talking then 5 minutes later gone and it hurts and my life has got where i cut myself on the leg